if i could, den i would
i'll go wherever you will go
way up high
or down low
i'll go wherever you will go
i failed chemistry! it didnt shock me. i mean, i expected it la. how was i supposed to get 12/15 for mcq? had to get at least 12 to pass the whole paper. i had to be the highest in class for mcq la. which is lyk impossible? so ya. failing chem is expected.
i think my class is very cham. failing 2 or 3 subjects is considered okay cos there are pple who failed 5? but in other classes, when u fail 2-3 subjects, dat is lyk die. i dunno. i just hope i wont fail any more subjects.
lit and history to go.
today was really really sleepy cos of the rainy weather.
went for choir after skool. choir was sian. as usual.
i think i nid chemistry tuition. a math and e math too? but tuitions make me sick. i'll get the bored feeling once my mother mentions tuition. but i nid them! wad should i do. i dunno.
my mother's going off to penang wif my dad next monday morning. but coming back the same day. except at night. hohoho.
GOD AND THE SPIDER
During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades.
Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed.
As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen."
After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought,"Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave.
As he watched, listening to the enemy searching for him all the while, the spider layered strand after strand of web across the opening of the cave.
Ha, he thought.What I need is a brick wall and what the Lord has sent me is a spider web. God does have a sense of humor.
As the enemy drew closer he watched from the darkness of his hideout and could see them searching one cave after another. As they came to his, he got ready to make his last stand. To his amazement, however, after glancing in the direction of his cave, they moved on. Suddenly, he realised that with the spider web over the entrance, his cave looked as if no one had entered for quite a while. "Lord, forgive me", prayed the young man. "I had forgotten that in you a spider's web is stronger than a brick wall."
We all face times of great trouble. When we do, it is so easy to forget the victories that God would work in our lives, sometimes in the most surprising ways. As the great leader, Nehemiah, reminded the people of Israel when they faced the task of rebuilding Jerusalem, "In God we will have success!" [Nehemiah 2:20]
Remember: Whatever is happening in your life, with God, a mere spider's web can become a brick wall of protection. Believe He is with you always.
oh the Father's heart amazed me
beyond my wildest dreams
He said, "Come into My Presence, come as You are."
oh the Father's heart amazed me
calling me His own
i may not see the reason why
but He's always by my side
sometimes we search too hard for answers dat are right in front of us.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 9:32 pm