I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH CAS AND I REALLY REALLY MISS HER! >: WHEN AM I SEEING YOU PREETY.
school has been really crazy i cant stand it! there's absolutely no time for anything else and when there is a little extra time (which is very very rare), i feel so tired i just want to sleep. how how and assignments keep piling up, just when you finish one, another one hits you in the face. i actually stayed up to finish my gp essay last night after completing a lit essay! hahaha i'm quite proud of myself for that cos like i wouldnt have bothered if it was last year so yay me! haha but then you know the worse part of this is that it's only january now so imagine like nine more months of this. argh i just hope it'll all be worth it in the end (uni uni!)! and yes thank god for funny friends! they make school more bearable.
i went to church last sat after a long long long time and it felt so different.. :/ i dont know how to say it but like even though everything was still the same, praise and worship first then announcements then worship again and sermon next and then altar call, something just wasnt right. i dont know how to explain it! it feels like a million years since the last time i was close to God ):
this entry sounds depressing and i dont like it cos i am generally not a depressed person! ):<
Rough landing, Holly
Saturday, February 02, 2008 @ 12:09 am